je ne que

I can still feel it, under the surface now. A very old memory, perhaps, not quite ready to break a rippling surface of seawater, vague and unreachable, but I can almost see a shape now.

One more week till I touch base with psychologist again after nearly two years off. Still hoping he has that chess board.

Relevant past posts.

all boiled down, I suppose 

stalkingnotstalking