actually really done

Been sorting piles of stacked up stuffs and am very pleased to be making some final decisions on a few things.

• I'll be deactivating my main twitter account as soon as the twitter blue auto payment has actually stopped and the checkmark goes away. (Never deactivate anything without stopping auto payments.) No looking back. I'm done with that crazy mess. Social media for ANYONE is an invitation into mental illness, and you guys know how easily and compulsively sucked into every conceivable rabbit hole I am.
• I'm done sharing my life on the internet, although I do still enjoy blogging when I need to. I put years of work into journaling online and that will probably never really stop, but I've moved forward through a great big vibrant door into a very relieving new atmosphere and I don't foresee the kind of faceplant fail I used to go through all the time without support. That plus sometimes endless spam calls about 'publishing my book' will probably eventually lead to making all my blogs private. I know I've said I'll never do that again, but honestly, I don't owe anyone that kind of a promise.
• My neuroses are over. That is a decision I'm making. Me and God will walk through whatever happens around me together, and I'm not going to angst about it. I walked away from all TV and social media 'news' over the last few months and I do not miss it. No more checking to see what is going on in the world. I'm spending the rest of my life not worried.
• I'm also done with TV reviewing and being a fan of shows and actors. DONE. It's all distraction designed to make us stop living our own lives so we'll live vicariously on couches. Some of you saw how many years I put into that on twitter and TV review blogging. What a waste of time.

I have things to do, places to go, people to see. I'm busy.

See ya.